truth be told… losing your friendship hurts more than anything right now.

truth be told…

losing your friendship hurts more than anything right now.

dear you… everything I said was true. I’m sorry if our already awkward friendship became more awkward than ever.  if everything between us gets so messed up to the point where we stop talking, then I’ll accept it. it was my fault anyway. I hope you know that I enjoyed our friendship. thanks for the memories. thanks for everything. love,  me.

dear you…

everything I said was true. I’m sorry if our already awkward friendship became more awkward than ever. 

if everything between us gets so messed up to the point where we stop talking, then I’ll accept it. it was my fault anyway. I hope you know that I enjoyed our friendship. thanks for the memories. thanks for everything.

love, 

me.

30 days of photographic memories part 5. day 25. a photo of a night you loved fro-yos before dinner after an awesome malling session with 3 of my favorite girls in the whole world. mom included. day 26. a photo of your favorite weekend family trip to la luz, batangas. one of my happy places. day 27. a photo of last summer camwhoring at home with tvie, gabby, my sisters pat and miel, after a fun game of the game of life. day 28. a photo of what you ate today ate a crapload of these stuff and some other mexican food awhile ago at chili’s. awesome place. got super stuffed. to think I only ate a bit, compared to my cousins. day 29. a photo of someone you find attractive jesus navas. looks, talent, and according to the press, religious morals. he’s perfect. day 30. a photo of you when you were happy getting ready for night biking with the sibs.

30 days of photographic memories part 5.

day 25. a photo of a night you loved

fro-yos before dinner after an awesome malling session with 3 of my favorite girls in the whole world. mom included.

day 26. a photo of your favorite weekend

family trip to la luz, batangas. one of my happy places.

day 27. a photo of last summer

camwhoring at home with tvie, gabby, my sisters pat and miel, after a fun game of the game of life.

day 28. a photo of what you ate today

ate a crapload of these stuff and some other mexican food awhile ago at chili’s. awesome place. got super stuffed. to think I only ate a bit, compared to my cousins.

day 29. a photo of someone you find attractive

jesus navas. looks, talent, and according to the press, religious morals. he’s perfect.

day 30. a photo of you when you were happy

getting ready for night biking with the sibs.

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30 days of photographic memories part 4. day 19. a photo of you on a school trip high school class trip to this indonesian village whose name I can’t remember right now. it was pretty though. day 20. a photo of something you enjoy doing I’m not naturally talented at playing football, but football is love. day 21. a photo of you standing up this is me standing up next to darth vader and some stromtroopers. ohoho. day 22. a photo of your town jakarta. can’t wait to see you again. day 23. a photo of your friend as a baby meet tuit-tuit, my ex mini pinscher-dachshund mix who we had to give away because of my mom’s allergies. this is her as a puppy. she counts as my friend, yeah? day 24. a photo of you that your hair looks nice in one lazy sunday in pizza hut right after mass.

30 days of photographic memories part 4.

day 19. a photo of you on a school trip


high school class trip to this indonesian village whose name I can’t remember right now. it was pretty though.

day 20. a photo of something you enjoy doing

I’m not naturally talented at playing football, but football is love.

day 21. a photo of you standing up


this is me standing up next to darth vader and some stromtroopers. ohoho.

day 22. a photo of your town

jakarta. can’t wait to see you again.

day 23. a photo of your friend as a baby

meet tuit-tuit, my ex mini pinscher-dachshund mix who we had to give away because of my mom’s allergies. this is her as a puppy. she counts as my friend, yeah?

day 24. a photo of you that your hair looks nice in

one lazy sunday in pizza hut right after mass.

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30 days of photographic memories part 3. day 13. a photo of your best friend(s) some of the best people I’ve ever met. also some of the people I miss the most. day 14. a photo of one of your favorite family members my youngest sister miel. those glasses would make a great halloween costume, right? day 15. a photo of you and someone you love me and my mom. day 16. a photo of the last party you went to  section 3-9 block party. the fun before hell week. the timing sorta doesn’t make sense, but at least we got to unwind before turning our brains into mush all over again. day 17. a drunk photo of you I’ve never been drunk, so here’s a picture of me and my friends drinking some shots. day 18. a photo of one of your classes ratpsych with sir luna. one of my favorite classes ever.

30 days of photographic memories part 3.

day 13. a photo of your best friend(s)

some of the best people I’ve ever met. also some of the people I miss the most.

day 14. a photo of one of your favorite family members

my youngest sister miel. those glasses would make a great halloween costume, right?

day 15. a photo of you and someone you love

me and my mom.

day 16. a photo of the last party you went to 


section 3-9 block party. the fun before hell week. the timing sorta doesn’t make sense, but at least we got to unwind before turning our brains into mush all over again.

day 17. a drunk photo of you

I’ve never been drunk, so here’s a picture of me and my friends drinking some shots.

day 18. a photo of one of your classes

ratpsych with sir luna. one of my favorite classes ever.

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30 days of photographic memories part 2. day 7. a photo of someone you love france, one of my college best friends. I love her for a lot of reasons. if I list them down, it’ll take too long. day 8. a photo of your favorite band/musician 30 seconds to mars. my current obsession. day 9. a photo of your family from christmas vacation 2 years ago. my mom actually looks younger than that now. jsyk. day 10. a photo of you as a baby this is the closest I can get to a baby picture of myself. me at 4 with my cousin kuya ant. day 11. a photo of your favorite film(s) movie of my life. day 12. a photo of you I miss my ibook. cute but too damn big for school though, even though it’s only 12 inches. maybe I’m just lazy.

30 days of photographic memories part 2.

day 7. a photo of someone you love

france, one of my college best friends. I love her for a lot of reasons. if I list them down, it’ll take too long.

day 8. a photo of your favorite band/musician

30 seconds to mars. my current obsession.

day 9. a photo of your family

from christmas vacation 2 years ago. my mom actually looks younger than that now. jsyk.

day 10. a photo of you as a baby

this is the closest I can get to a baby picture of myself. me at 4 with my cousin kuya ant.

day 11. a photo of your favorite film(s)

movie of my life.

day 12. a photo of you

I miss my ibook. cute but too damn big for school though, even though it’s only 12 inches. maybe I’m just lazy.

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30 days of photographic memories part 1. day 1. your facebook profile photo me with two awesome professors during the 3-9 class party. day 2. a photo of yourself a year ago not exactly a year ago, but it was around this time last year. with ischie at carla’s debut. day 3. a photo that makes you happy me in a gokart with my cousin. football isn’t my first love, racecar driving is. I used to dream of becoming the first female F1 driver. day 4. a photo of the last place you went on holiday jakarta. it may not be special to you, but it means the world to me. day 5. a photo of you this looks like a hipster wannabe shot. sort of. day 6. a photo that makes you laugh remember this? :p

30 days of photographic memories part 1.

day 1. your facebook profile photo

me with two awesome professors during the 3-9 class party.

day 2. a photo of yourself a year ago

not exactly a year ago, but it was around this time last year. with ischie at carla’s debut.

day 3. a photo that makes you happy

me in a gokart with my cousin. football isn’t my first love, racecar driving is. I used to dream of becoming the first female F1 driver.

day 4. a photo of the last place you went on holiday

jakarta. it may not be special to you, but it means the world to me.

day 5. a photo of you

this looks like a hipster wannabe shot. sort of.

day 6. a photo that makes you laugh

remember this? :p

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couldn’t find the damn reblog button on my friend’s tumblr, so I stole it instead. I’ll finish this today since I suck at remembering to do this everyday. seriously.
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got bored today, so I spent the day learning how to curl my hair with a hair iron and give myself the smokey eye look (not pictured). and making my vintage ipod look cute. 
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lyrics stolen from “there is a light that never goes out” by the smiths.
just because this country is my other home, doesn’t mean I’ll always belong here. I’ve become too different to be understood sometimes. 
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